One who has more than one ability
I have been blessed with a variety of unique gifts. I see myself a conduit for Spirit channeling healing messages and information to assist others as they walk their own path toward healing. I realized as a very young child that I was able to see beyond what others saw. I was able to sense how others felt and saw them on the inside. I knew what people were safe and also knew who not to trust. I knew that I was very different from my family but I did not understand.
I experienced several tragedies early on in childhood, yet each time I was saved by an Angel, who lifted me out of my body, to avoid the physical pain and trauma. I suppressed much of what happened to me as a young child and did not regain any memory until many years later. It took me along time to understand the fullness of what occurred me and it has taken years to remember everything. Still today, I am piecing back the puzzle of my life, and integrating the fragments of my Self. I am grateful for everything that occurred; for I would not be who I am today, if it were not for my trials and triumphs.
Shortly after the early childhood traumas, I was visited by three beings of light. I was not afraid and it felt very natural to be communing in my mind with them. There was only the one being that gave me information and he told me that I would be alone and lonely here. He said that I would have little support, and that scary things would happen both to me and around me. Life would feel very hard to handle. They also wanted me to know, that I would always be protected by them, and many others from the other side. They left as I continued sitting on the driveway by a strip of very green grass in my small chair enjoying the sun warming my cheeks and starring at my Mom in the kitchen window.
As I grew up, I continued to have many out of body experiences, and received many clear and unclear messages. It took me years to fully understand what was happening to me and that I had been blessed with a many gifts. Spirit has been with me always, whether I was aware of it or not. It 's life changing to be completely awake to their presence and hear the information that is given to me.
One of my experiences occurred while working with a past life regression hypnotherapist. I visited several lifetimes and then found myself stuck and saw nothing. She led me to a cliff high on a mountain top close to the bellowing white clouds and blue sky. She said to to the ledge and look out upon the heavens and "when you are ready step off."
I found myself in another plane of existence. I experienced myself as an ethereal being of light. I was not of form and found myself in what I call an ethereal city. There were many beings of light moving about as if they were working. I knew that I was home and I felt a deep peace like never before. I remembered seeing great crystal palaces all around me and they seemed to be suspended within the clouds and space. I was then retrieved by two guardians and the next thing I knew I was standing before what was called the "Counsel"- my Counsel.
They were a group of very evolved Supreme Beings that sat at a long table. I was part of a deep and expansive consciousness and I also knew that the Counsel was more advanced than I. Behind them stood what were known as Guardians. The Counsel was of female energy. informed me that I was being sent back to Earth for many reasons. I needed to expand my consciousness on an earthly level for a better understanding of humans. I remember welling up with a defiant energy and told her I did not want to go back. I then found myself traveling at a rapid pace downward and then I woke up crying. I heard myself saying over and over again that "I want to go home." That experience left me in an altered state and I continue to seek the Counsel today.
* I continue to have many spiritual experiences, visitors from the other side, validations, personal healings, and receive a continual flow of messages, both for myself and for my clients. I use my gifts and messages, along with the wisdom gained from my ongoing recovery and personal healing work, to support those I work with as they walk their path back home to their own Inner Healing Light. We are all seekers and healers. Always seek to live a loving and joy-filled life.
Namaste' -Cathy G